Reason From A Low Life

First off I am sorry for all the hurt and anger I have caused everyone on here.

Why would I make up Jinky ? well for years going on different Celtic Forums It was fine at first then guys found out I was English fan supporting Celtic, true as it seems but I didn't fit in with most, not all but most.

My Uncle who brought me up as a kid in Essex was a die hard Celtic fans but the same time had the up most respect for Rangers, he tought me to games when I was growing up and loved the Jungle. This is the truth which is why later on I feel even more ashamed of my actions, My Uncle died of Cancer, and Losing my Mum at a early age to Lung Cancer makes me even more feel ashamed on what I have done.

So I started Jinky my uncles all times best player for Celtic. My posting was my uncles views I would be how I think he would reply. over the years on the old site Jinky became well respected and I was happy as if my Uncle was a life he could have seen how his views were wll thought of online.

Then they closed the old 606 which I should have finished Jinky there but if I am honest I loved the fact this guy was liked by both sides of the old firm, so I carried on with Jinky, But on the new forum I got to know so many of you Ginger, Ghod, NNH, Curly, Duke, ZACH, and many more and wanted to be honest about Jinky then, but the coward that I am I didn't. Then I came up with Jungle who I wanted to be me the same view but myself. I went on the works night out and wanted to tell everyone then but again the low life clunt I am I didn't, There was me and Gusger and I was going to say something then, but bottled it again.

I had to kill Jinky as couldn't just let him say he was finished with the forum as questions would always be asked of him, so I didn't know how to do it and then well you know the rest the lowest life thing I could ever have done and for that I will take to my grave as I am sure my uncle and my mum will be turning in the grave with the way I have acted.

I hate what I have done to a lot of you on here Ginger, who again I came close to telling the truth when I asked if I could call him, and till the day I die I wished I had, as I owed him that.

I have been up all night reading allot of post and I hate what I have done to a decent bunch of Guys I mean that your the best which is why I was a coward and didn't say anything I wanted to carry on being a part of it, but in my heart of heart I knew this day would come

Ally I am so sorry what I did with the charity but when you asked you wanted to run in memory of Jinky what could I say so I thought of a cancer charity again I feel so ashamed to what I did there.

Bottom line I hope none of you quit as it me that is the low life clunt here, all of you are decent stand up guys, and I hate myself what I have did to the best forum I have ever been on. I am so so sorry and would I have ever said anything if Ally didn't. I doubt it as didn't want this to end, once again sorry to Ginger Ghod Curly Juke Bubbleboy Ally

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