Clean Slate

This applies to the Members of Sports Gaming that I've had trouble with, arguments with, problems with or anything along them lines. But mainly for everyone so I know that this means that it will play some part into every league.

I've had my differences with people. Started various leagues with people, had arguments with people, had a go at people, tried hard to get a successful league going, tried to get new members to join. But, it just seems that my past arguments with people never really seem to come of age and blow over. It's always a case of, LRF's done this, LRF's done that, can he be trusted around Sports Gaming anymore? I tried the basics and tried to fit in at first and I still am up to this point now. Some people have pushed me right to my limit of argumentative speeches and others I've just had little specs with. But, it's only because I have a competitive characteristic which means I do not like to lose, which is why I get forced into arguments that drag on, because I don't like to lose, hence why I've tried several times with leagues, why I never stop arguing. Because when I get my point across, I need to make sure that is fully understood and people examine my point and compare it with their own POV in an argument and see who is in the right and who is in the wrong. Now most think it is me who is in the wrong but looking back, their are occasions when I've been a complete dipstick (hold my hands up) and others where it has been a neutral argument and others where I'm in the right in situations. But when I've been correct in my statements (especially recently), it all seems to blow back into my face because 1. Various arguments with various Members and 2. Because I've had the tendency to be a complete dipstick to what I am saying.

But sometimes, people do agree with what I say, because as much as people think I am a clown (at times) when I've been having arguments, and I have said that I have changed but it's when people bring this fiery competitiveness out of me in arguments when they think I'm wrong, t's something I just can not hide, that's just who I am as a person, it's almost like nature to me. I say I've changed because I try to show the decent bloke that I am (although not shown all the time) as much as possible but when there are people who push me to my limits by taking the miccy for example or not listening to valid point which I think could influence/enhance something new onto a league/Sports Gaming in general, that's when it really turns me to think that you still don't believe that I'm trying to change for the better.

Then people end up saying things about me when I'm not involved in the conversation elsewhere, which also Winds me up because I like to know what is being said about me. But when people say that I can't take a joke, well the full reason for that is because I think that you still find me a complete dipstick and your taking the miccy when it's just a simple joke I should really cotton on to, but obviously, with past situations when people have been taking the miccy, I just can't tell the difference, I can never be sure. Just like when I was a bit of a paranoiac when I thought Wilshere started the SG League up to try and pull my Members away to join his League and force them out of mine, it's obvious it was just another league for members to be involved in, but at the time and the situations I've been in the past + all the hard work I've put in to try and make my leagues as successful as I can, I can never be 100% sure if it's just a Wind up again to spoil my hard work, so it's another league to take over. When to all the other people, it's just clearly another league on the wire to see if that can make it successfully. But obviously, until I settle differences with every other league member that I've had arguments with, I can never be sure.

But overall, the main point in this article is to try and get all SG Members to un-filter if you done so already, settle the differences in the past through arguments so I can trust ALL the members of SG again and just wide the slate clean and just give me another chance to be a basic SG Member working hard to produce a successful league and make it as enjoyable as possible for my members and to also make it enjoyable in another league instead od dwelling on the past. I just need to let you all know I've been trying for Months to repair the damage, but their has to be an article (like this) that hits the nail on the head to make sure I can get your full support. So please, I just would like everyone's support once again. Thanks for reading.