So i guess that girl will never be showing her face in central lyon again.

Ffs

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And wayne, maybe youre right to an extent. I probably could benefit from some form counselling about how to get these losses in perspective, and to manage them in a dignified way. Because they will happen again, and...the dispair i feel...i oniw people have suffered far, far greater losses than i have, which i cant imagine, and whilst i cant even begin to compare those with me losing friends i couldve made, and experiences i could have shared, i do put myself...in to a kind mental self harm, which i promise you is extremely unpleasant for me. So it would help me to cure myself of this pain i put myself through, and stop me humiliating myself and others.

It's not going to happen in the short term, but i'll besr it in mind for the future.

Hopefully though, i'll just find someone, and be at peace wih myself and the world.

Because one of the most frustrsting things is, i can be so happy.

Really that's a gift i have. A gift given to me.

When im in company that inspires me - and maybe other people are the same - im just...elated. Just so happy,mand so comfortable.

Which i suppose makes the loss of it that much harder.

So hopefully - and for everyone's benefit - i'll get to where i yearn for, sooner rather than later.

In the mean time, all i can do is apologise, to anyone ive embarassed or hurt. I genuinely dont mean to. It's not vindictive, or some kind of revenge. It's just...my inner anguish, and inability to control it.

But one day...i'll hang on to her. And i'll be so happy. And i'll make her so happy. And we'll all be ok.

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comment by ®åρtor✡ (U1071)
posted 2 minutes ago
Lyon?
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I cant go back sann. Not now.

I'd like to, but i can't. There's no point.

You should go some time, it's a brilliant city.

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comment by ®åρtor✡ (U1071)
posted 22 seconds ago
Thanks fella. Will look into it.

Just get yourself to the Far East saan. Dump your stuff in HK and head somewhere nearby. I'm all honesty though I think you should settle yourself dan in Hong Kong and chill before you officially begin.
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Some people would turn you awaaaayyyy

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I can't remeeemmmber the next liiiiiinnnee

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comment by ®åρtor✡ (U1071)
posted 4 minutes ago
It's not working Wayne
Two of the old guard have spoken
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