She was coming back to me you know.

I touched her again twice.

She was never there.

The week before last she was in one day, because she went overseas for a job she's working on.

We had a laugh togethor about something, and she came over to me and i put my hand onnher waist.

And i was going to ask her out that nigt, but she was in with the boss, and i didnt want to be seen to waiting round for her.

Then that last day. That thursday. After she'd begun opening up again. I touched her hair again. And her hand.

And then...

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posted 3 minutes ago
Cockblocked yourself
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comment by garlic bread (U21437)
posted 6 minutes ago
And because i didnt think i could lose her.
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Did you use her as collateral on a bet?
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It just seemed unimaginable, that what we had could just go.

Even if she met the banker guy, it didnt worry me. I saw no way i could lose what we had.

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comment by David Lynch✡ (U1071)
posted 14 seconds ago
Facking hell. One councillor won because she picked the shortest straw.
Lib Dems and Tories were so neck n neck that the two candidates had to pick the shortest straw to win.
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Got the BBC news on

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comment by Galviatric (U10415)
posted 5 minutes ago
What did we have exactly?
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We loved each for one thing.

We loved each others company.

We made each other happy.

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Draft final text :

"******, I've given up obviously on trying to get you back, but I would still really value an opportunity to talk to you before I leave hong kong (which is looking like mid week this week). I think i could do this unemotionally, and i would definitely do it without being angry (that's the first time ive lost my temper in 12 years, and id never lose my temper with you anyway). Also, you mentioned once that you knew someone you thought would give me a job. If there's anything you could do to help me get another job, it would be appreciated, because at the moment, I don't know what I'm going to do. Please have a think about these requests. Thanks, @@@. By the way, I think you were getting bad advice about me, from people who didn't know what I was about. I only ever wanted to support you, and - if I could - be with you. I didn't realise when we were friends that I loved you, and it didn't seem even plausible to me that we could lose whatever it was we had. Some of my texts were over the top, but it was not an attempt to manipulate your feelings, it was just....what it was."

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comment by David Lynch✡ (U1071)
posted 37 seconds ago
J, people don't fall in love that quickly ffs
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They do with me Rapt.

Ive realised something else by the way...

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