i don't know anything. i'd given up on her messaging me today and she'd just gone to some remote beach that doesn't have signal. that's all it was for 6 hours when i was waiting to hear from her. and now i know she was at least interest in me, she did like me. so it's quite possible that hasn't met a handsome man, and that she'll wake up in the morning and think of me.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q9vZHbcx6cQ

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YZG7z4FOn0g

there has to be a happy ending somewhere.

and not one where the masseuse says you aren't shy are you?

i mean an actual happy end to the story. where everything works out. and everyone's happy.

and im never alone again. because ive found her. ive finally found her. and i haven't fkcued it up. i haven't walked away and left her ther AGAIN. Nothing has gone wrong, it's all worked out like it was ALWAYS going to work out.

noone's even reading. there aren't even any fkcn readers. noone even knows.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4NRXx6U8ABQ


noone saw. except for about 40 random people walking past, and a few moto guys and the moto lady. noone else will ever know. nobody.

if anyone has read this story, can you give me the % chance that i will see her tomorrow? please?

4ZA are you there man?

edin?

it doesn't matter, it's gone now. no different to the others, apart from she's got her own house. she was just drunk. i was the right person who happened to be in the right place at the right time for her, because she was ready to...let that emotion out, and although i am an ok listener, that was a bigger factor than it being me she was talking to.

Sup?

if she hasn't messaged me by 11am, then i'll book tomorrow night's flight.

comment by Edinspur (U1109)
posted 45 seconds ago
Sup?
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dude.....please could you read some of my posts the last couple of pages and give me a heads up.

specifically....do you think i'll see her again or not? statistically.

I dont tend to read your posts when you have one of your episodes. I am still waiting for you to respond back to my reasoned response a day ago RE Russia/US/China anyway

comment by Edinspur (U1109)
posted 21 seconds ago
I dont tend to read your posts when you have one of your episodes. I am still waiting for you to respond back to my reasoned response a day ago RE Russia/US/China anyway
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please could you tell me, if you think i might see her again, or if you can't tell from what i've said.

forget it, i won't see her again but it's fine. i'm over it.

how is your weekend edin?

Ok, just been painting the house and looking after the kids.

You?

J, sounds like you’ve fallen in love saan.

comment by Big Deki Energy (U3338)
posted 36 minutes ago
J, sounds like you’ve fallen in love saan.
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Could have done maybe but i think she met someon else at dinner. Will find out this morning but it doesnt look good unfortunately.

comment by Edinspur (U1109)
posted 2 hours, 7 minutes ago
Ok, just been painting the house and looking after the kids.

You?
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Breaking my head over some broad.

Will try to improve.

Got to make myself book the flight hone as im just pssiing money out atm.

She had an early night.

Meanwhile ive come out in some sort of prickly rash. Had had it on and off since i was in kenya, but it's widespread today.

Sent her a photo of my sweaty torso.

Sent her one not sweating.